I finished Michael Horton‘s book Ordinary today, so I wanted to share a short reflection on the final chapter in the book. The chapter begins with the statement that “everyone is driven in the present by an expectation of the future.” Horton then presents the view of life from the non-Christian perspective, “According to the spirit of our age, we came from nowhere and are going nowhere, but in between we can make something of ourselves.”
Horton’s perspective resonated with me. I see this sort of fatalistic, meaningless sense of life in many clients and most in my experience are quite anxious when they acknowledge the spirit of our age. Rollo May writes quite a lot about this sort of existential anxiety, so that’s where my mind when as I read Horton’s description of how people deal with going “nowhere” after death.
I interact with people every day in my work who are focused almost exclusively on the now. In fact, one could argue that much of my work as a therapist is very much about improving the present. I would say that what I’m doing with most clients is helping them to focus on improving the present in service of reconciling with their past and also better preparing them for the future. I know for certain that the changes my clients make, especially the couples, echo into future generations and impact anyone they are or become close with. At the same time, I’m not usually addressing spiritual concerns as directly as pastoral counselors or pastors, even with my clients who are followers of Christ. I often say, “people don’t show up in my office until things are very, very bad.” Usually I’m referring to their relationships with important others, so when I read Horton’s description of the common attitude toward life as in between life and death, “make something of ourselves,” I think of making meaningful healthy relationships. I know that many people aren’t thinking of relationships when they think of making something out of their life, but most of us who use attachment theory in therapy would argue that secure relationships are the highest priority for all humans and that is by design.
Horton contrasts the spirit of our age with two common types of gospel perversions “prosperity gospels” among Christians, neither of which is all that satisfying to its adherents. I find his description of these two options, even among believers, just as meaningful. He writes on page 205:
“There are two kinds of prosperity gospels. One promises personal health, wealth and happiness. Another promises social transformation. In both versions, the results are up to us. We bring God’s kingdom to earth, either to ourselves or to society, by following certain spiritual laws or moral and political agendas. Both forget that salvation comes from above, as a gift of God. Both forget that because we are baptized into Christ, the pattern of our lives is suffering leading to glory in that cataclysmic revolution that Christ will bring when he returns. Both miss the point that our lives and the world as they are now and are not as good as it gets. We do not have our best life or world now.”
Michael Horton – Ordinary
I find this quite comforting. But I also find the pilgrim perspective on life comforting. So maybe I’m prone to preferring Horton’s critique of “health and wealth narcissism” and his critique of “next big thing transformationalism.” Part of why I became a therapist is because I found working for positive change in the lives of a smaller number individuals much more fulfilling than working for change on a grander scale. I wanted to go deeper with people and I knew that meant less time for grand endeavors, especially if I wanted to preserve my marriage and have any meaningful role in raising my kids. At the same time, I don’t have a problem with others serving the common good in more systemic ways; in fact, I’m relieved that others have are good at that and find fulfillment in such work. At the same time, I also recognize I am somewhat biased against big things. I think this bias has only increased the longer I work primarily as a therapist. I’m moved by the struggle of families and individuals who have experienced their world and relationships fall apart and are suffering as a result.
I think that’s where attachment theory and Horton’s recommendations for Christians come together. Horton is making the case that some models of church unintentionally minimize or dismiss very effective means of connecting believers with God and with God’s people. If you’re a Christian and communion and baptism don’t mean that much to you, then I think you need to learn about those two means of grace so that they do mean much, much more to you. Those two sacraments along with the ministry of the Word (preaching) and meeting together with the community of faith are what Horton argues in his book are essential for Christian growth and fulfillment.
That is why I would say that reading Michael Horton’s book Ordinary has certainly helped me to more greatly respect the power and appreciate the depth of the ordinary means of grace that Christ has given his church. It has also reinforced my appreciation of attachment theory as so valuable in my vocation. There is so much encouragement and renewal in the ordinary activities of the church and the secure bond with God and his people that can be experienced there. I only wish it hadn’t taken me so long to realize that myself.